I still can't quite grasp it as real, but I had to put Dante down. I had to put Dante down. Still, it seems like the wrong decision, even with the obvious deterioration of Dante's condition for the last while, and the recommendation of the vet to do so... I still feel like it was the wrong choice.
But, I need to stop thinking like that. I know it was the right choice. He was suffering. It was selfish of me to think keeping him alive would have been good for him.
So, I finally got this done. I hope this does him some justice.
I miss him so much.